I feel like a man

As I am surfing the net for porn, I realize that I now know what it feels like to be a man. I can 't stop thinking about sex and women. I just keep staring at these fabulous pictures of breasts and curvy women, and women kissing. I also realize that I am not much of an ass woman. It isn't bad, but it's not what really gets my juices flowing.
I want to feel another woman's tits up against mine as I lick them and suck on her nipples. Hopefully to have just a little milk flow. I want to make her so wet she can't stand it anymore and she slams me against the wall and puts two fingers in my cunt. She has to taste me as well. She holds me there so I can't move and is kissing my neck. My weak spot. I feel her hot breath against my skin and I shiver. My hands are roaming too, to find her mound wet and juicy to greet me. My finger slips right in with only a slight moan of delight. I feel her back arch and her breasts press up against me. I fall to my knees so that I may worship her body and lick her clit into extacy. But I am not done and I want to cum too. We fall to the floor so that we can 69. She is atop me and is mouthing my clit and pussy. I am dripping with desire. She uses a vibrator and her mouth at the same time. I am so ready to cum, but her needs have to be addressed as well. She is creamy and ready for my hand to be inside her as I suck on her clit. We explode into orgasm and gently twitch until we fall asleep in bliss.

This is all very well and good. I even had myself a girlfriend last year. Unfortunately we were never able to consumate the relationship. Too many complications and our schedules didn't work. But every now and then, when I would go out with my friends, I would run into her. She would always say that we couldn't do anything. But I wouldn't take no for an answer. She was an amazing kisser. Her lips were soft and sweet, but passionate. Her body moved as though she wanted me too.It was also irritating, becasuse we could never go any further. She wasn't entirely out of the closet and her friends were always nearby.
So I am wanting a new one. I have been trying to get a girls night out, but to no avail. Hopefully soon. I need to satisfy my urges and needs.